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Jun. 22nd, 2013

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Measurements

Height: 5"3
Bust: 34B
Waist: 27"
Hip: 37"

Shoe size: US 7.5 / JPN 25LL

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sdfs


auburn/red wig
red op
white blouse

Sep. 24th, 2012

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Dream Prints

INNOCENT WORLD BIRDCAGE ROSE BASKET ANGEL JSK: 


Angelic Pretty's Little Bird Symphonia jsk in Pink, White or Blue



Rose corsage items in pink, burgundy, red

Auburn/Burgundy wigs, in particular Auburn rust classic and peek-aboo burgundy from Gothic Lolita wigs





Jul. 4th, 2012

~ ♨ Welcome to the Tea Shoppe! ♨ ~

 

~   ♨    Welcome !  ♨   ~



We don't sell tea here, unfortunately. But feel free to look at out other items~

Shipping is from Vancouver BC.
All prices are in Canadian dollars.
Prices do not include shipping, which you pay for.
Prices are negotiable.
Open to trade offers.

PENCIL BOARDS/ PAPERS

♠ ♠ Reborn & Kuroshitsuji & Gundam 00 & etc ♠ ♠ Collapse )

Figurines & Plushies

Misc

♨ ♨ Backpack&Tissue Holders&??? ♨ ♨ Collapse )

♠ feedback ♠

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If you're bought/sold/traded anything with me, please leave some feedback here!

Jul. 4th, 2011

Giveaways, take a gander!



Vain Glory sinner is celebrating 100 followers by giving away the above pack! Isn't she generous? Click the pic to join! 

Jul. 9th, 2010

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its been a long time

these days I don't blog.




it's hard to believe that
my depression isn't something i imagined

i cry at night still sometimes
on the days I am happiest, thinking about why
I didn't -

then i remember, I did treasure those days in the past. And I treasured my happiness of that day too.

So I stop, and I sleep.


Therapy has been good for me. Even if I'm not able to use all the skills at once, I can at least try to use them, and am more aware of how I feel. When I have need to voice my opinion, the delay time is shorter now. I still feel anxious a lot, but I have ways to calm down now.

And when I doubt who I am, when I doubt what I do, I list my favorite things, the things I'm good at. I try to imagine clouds, leaves, and other transient things. I feel my emotions, I watch the teapot full of anger and sadness brew.

I take out my diary card, and feel my emotions. The texture, the shape, the color, the way it moves.

I cannot dejustify my going to therapy. I have reasons to go there.

I'ts hard (but no one said it was going to be easy) 


I was looking at my hands today. Oho, my Girdle of Venus... my line of health. My odd line of marriage, my two life? head? lines. the broken head line on my right. And the line of apollo.

Girdle: Hypersensitive person.
Line of Health: fragmented. I will have a great illness.
Broken head on right: I am not fulfilling my potential.

It's... funny. No, it's... it's... 
I know. I have certain traumas related to sex, related to B, related to men. To my mother, sister, cousins, the world.

I keep comparing myself... I DON'T HAVE AS MANY PROBLEMS AS THE OTHERS! I DONT! WHY DO I GET HELP! I DON'T DESERVE TO GET HELP! Help them...

it's like this, it's like this

my mom wants love. I'D RATHER GIVE EHR ALL THE LOVE I GET FROM OTHERS. i don't want it. i don't deserve it. give it to my mom!
(i can't love her as much as she wants me to. I love myself too much. or rather i'm too absorbed in my selfhatred. I'm sorry mom.) 

when i can unlock myself, untwist myself in this forest, these chains, the bird cage and the cell. The broken, the fragmented mirror, the bird with a broken wing.

Mar. 31st, 2010

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aaah!!! 

THIS
IS
ME

last minute giveaway splurging BECAUSE IT'S MARCH 31ST AND ENDING GIVEAWAYS ON THE END OF THE MONTH IS TRES TRENDY MES AMIES.

So -

I know you are all artists of some time in my flist.
Therefore, you know this brand only too well.



It's a Copic giveaway! ENDS TODAY AT 7PM I dont' know what timezone. D: 

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